Fortunately I've got things scheduled which haven't a thing to do with my birthday. That is because I don't want to have a party...too stressful. I recently was invited to a play, and was all ready to go, then did my breathing treatment and found myself getting dizzy. That was a first. But after feeling like I might fall off my chair, I called my friend and canceled our "date." I hope that doesn't happen again (dizzy.)
On my birthday, I'm going on a tour of the home of a famous Asheville writer, Thomas Wolfe. It's a guided tour, so should be educational. And yes, I'll take some photos to share here somewhere (probably under "Living in Black Mountain.")
And to mark this milestone along my path of life, I need a poem that speaks to me.
You don’t need candles,
only the small slim flame in yourself,
the unrevealed passion
that drives you to rise on winter mornings
remembering summer nights.
only the lingering fragrance
of the life that has gone before,
stew cooking on an open fire,
the good stars, the clean breeze,
the warmth of animals breathing in the dark.
only your woman’s body,
where so many of men’s fine ideas
are translated into life.
only to follow the subtle and impish
leafy green fellow
who beckons you into the forest,
the one who goes dancing
and playing his flute
through imperial trees.
You will taste that soon enough.
the tortoise shell, the wolf skin, the blazoned shield.
It’s what’s inside, the star of becoming.
With that ablaze, you have everything you need
to conjure up new worlds.
Dolores Stewart, from The Nature of Things
Happy birthday. Enjoy the day without the party - I dislike them too so can relate.
ReplyDeleteWonderful poem.
Thanks...I think it's the clean-up that's the worst part. I gave myself (and my former cat) my last birthday party, probably 10 years or so ago!
DeleteHappy, Happy! What a wonderful poem! Keep that star ablaze!
ReplyDeleteThanks Vicki, I'm working with finding a place inside me where my intuition dwells.
DeleteHappy birthday! Looking forward to your photos of Thomas Wolfe's house. Sounds like a wonderful way to celebrate your day.
ReplyDeleteI do hope the let us take photos. These days even museums do.
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