I hope this doesn't offend anyone. But I figure by now, anyone reading my blog knows I'm not a good Christian, nor anything particularly.
And then there's a new Salvador Dali' that I hadn't seen before.
Dream Caused by the Flight of a Bee Around a Pomegranate a Second Before Waking, 1944-------------
Personal note 11.15.24:
I haven't been out of the apartment for 4 days. Felt really achy after Wed. exercise, but picked up some salad and some hot "Chinese type food" at Ingles (grocery). They massacred the veggies with total salty soy sauce. I ate half my salad and some of the chicken.
The next day I was supposed to meet friends for coffee and snacks at one of our favorite restaurants. But I begged off with my achy body, took some Tylenol, and went back to bed. Was all this because I over-did it on exercises? Then dinnertime and I started feeling chills. Within 2 hours my temp had shot up to 101.8. I took the Tylenol (only second dose). I should have done the nebulizer, though at that point I just wanted to die. A long long night, and the fever did go down by dawn to 99. My regular temp is 97.
Some more bed time on through the night and morning of Saturday. I didn't want to get up. I'd roll over, cough a bit, and keep my eyes closed, and hope I could fall asleep again. There is the bliss of nothingness in sleep. I guess I wanted that. Did I mention that all day Friday, off and on, I'd take a breath and suddenly feel a sharp pain in my back under my left scapula. It would happen without warning and I got really scared, is this my heart? No, it only happens when breathing in. I did try to breathe into other parts of my lungs as much as possible. But I had to cry out the pain was so severe when it happened. Thank heavens it stopped during my hiding from life sleep before Saturday.
I've had this "intermittent" fever, which has no name before. I'm determined to get back on my feet. So tonight I'm aiming to sleep no more than 10 hours. I've got some other goals too, but don't want to tell you in case I chicken out and don't do them.
Next day: Sunday I woke up and felt myself again. No pains anywhere! There had finally been night sweats. That's how I know this bout is really over.
Heavy frost outside on the car and the plants I left out. I'm sorry to say, I really had to let them go. I just have too many to keep inside all winter.
So I'm trying to keep track to see if there's any causal factor to this recurring illness. I last had it just before the first storm, because I remember not doing dishes while I was sick, and then no electricity or water and the storms had taken care of my doing them at all. So I'd say maybe Sept. 22 or so, and Helene hit Sept. 27 and I was out of town "evacuated" for 16 days.
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Today's quote:
On writing, The first, of course, is to read. It’s surprising how many people think they want to be writers but they don’t really like to read books… The second is to write, every day, whether you like it or not. Screw inspiration. Octavia E. Butler
Definitely a lung problem..but you've probably worked that out already. Take care xx
ReplyDeleteThat's what I need to concentrate on, definitely.
DeleteIs Kuwohi an old name or new?
ReplyDeleteMy first reply got trashed, not even put in spam! OK, as far as I know it's a Cherokee name. So that makes it old. It means "the mulberry place" to them. 1859 was when it was walked by an non-indian explorer and later named after a Civil War general.
DeleteI am glad you are feeling better! I love the Apache blessing.
ReplyDeleteTake care, have a great week!
I hope you have a week of beauty.
DeleteAh you poor thing. You are certainly going through tough times. Maybe this will be a good week and you can get out a bit.
ReplyDeleteI'll take that wish and multiply it by doing things slow and easy starting today!
Delete...good health is a blessing, I hope that you will soon be blessed.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, I'm really grateful for the good days now!
DeleteHope that you will be feeling better this week, Barbara.
ReplyDeleteThanks Beatrice...I'm taking things slow and easy and moving at comfort level.
DeleteThat sounds very scary, glad you managed to overcome it for now but try to get it checked? I got an appointment with a doc I´ve seen already end of January - because someone let go of his/her appointment. These are crazy times...
ReplyDeleteYou have had it rough. Could it be food related. SOunds like the salty soy sauce did not go down well.
ReplyDeleteNot food related, just something that comes up every month or so...hopefully not that often.
DeleteThat sounds awful, Barb. A fever like that usually means an infection, doesn't it? Have you talked to your doctor? Scary stuff, that. I hope you will be back out and about soon.
ReplyDeleteThere isn't anything infected except my lungs...and I don't want to go to hospital with pneumonia...if it didn't respond to tylenol I would go onto the antibiotic that I was given for just that reason. But since the fever part was just one night (no fun at all) I could at least look at TV or blogs most of the time. Of course housework went to hell in a handbasket!
DeleteI hope you will feel better soon. Taking it slow and easy is a good strategy.
ReplyDeleteWith lung issues I've found that is exactly the answer.
DeleteWhat a strange attack. I'm so glad you're better now.
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