That's supposed to be about some major life event, right?
What about just a simple illness, which is recurring, and leaves a day completely washed out? I have so much I want to be doing, and there I am dealing with it.
Shall I break a social taboo and say what it is, giving details and treatments and such? I think not, in public anyway. My friends mostly all know when I disappear, this is what I'm dealing with, or perhaps the other monster that lives in my flesh. Either of them make me stay home when I want to be out "doing."
I've got really important things I want to do. And the not so important ones, like add more walks into my life so I'm healthier. Can't do.
Darn darn darn. DO.
That's what I have to drop as being so important. I'm a HUMAN BEING, not a Human Doing.